Sometimes, we all live our lives as a blind person. We tend to delve into living out for other people, be it to meet certain expectations or to sustain a certain persona. But we fail to look at ourselves as ourself.

I had a conversation with a friend and it made me reflect on myself. I realised I was so caught up with me that I didn't see the real ME. Certain things that I hid at the bottom of my mind suddenly surfaced and I reaised we cannot pretend that these things don't matter because they do.

Sometimes I think I'm really foolish to think that everything is simple. Its really such a stupid and naive mindset. I realised some things just could never be simple. I think I'm really weak now, maybe its just an after effect of such realisations. I feel so stupid that I was even told to read up on communicating with people. I remember this thing that xav said in his blog that stayed in my mind.

I really hope someone could just take my hand and run. Runnin's tuff too.

Nothing is ever that easy and simple it seems.