Did I have this title in my previous posts? haha heck it, I'm gonna use it anyway.

Happened to realise a mistake i made yesterday. Told guy3 to arrange for a meeting with Diana Chan. BIG MISTAKE! now she's gonna use that chance to fire me about not submitting my reason for taking leave. I'll need to come up with an excuse for this cuz telling her the truth would screw up my SIP grades. But in anyway, I'm still on the losing side cuz Diana Chan is unhappy 9/10 times which leaves me with 10% chance of her being happy on our meeting date.

I dunno man, never did i expect sip to be so.... so friggin stressful. I thought would be cool to be on attachment and this was supposed to be the highlight of poly life lor. WTH man, everyday I'm like worrying whether I'd be scolded by supervisors, or what to do in my free time, or just the thought of going to that forsaken place. And worse still is I got 3 more months to go. That's like all the time I've spent so far PLUS 1 more month. Dun think i can take it man.

Haiz, sometimes I really feel like giving up (ok, you heard me said it). Just like leave everything behind and start everything anew. All these running had left me wanting to walk more than ever. But walking's tough too... really hope that the wind would just take my hand and pull me along with it.

Dunno la, my sip is really screwed up right now. I havent even filled in my logbook just because I've procrastinated. But i've got so much on my mind right now dat I just cant focus. maybe one day i shall really sit down and clear my mind, you know, sort things out.



I've prayed for many people and now I'll pray for myself.
For me to receive guidance and have my road ahead cleared.
For me to be able to live each day in His glory.
And for me to be able finally get some closure.



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