these few days, somehow I feel apologetic.
I mean, I've been saying sorry to people like almost everyday. Sometimes its not that I want to make things difficult but gotta understand that I'm tied.

I feel that I have let down a lot of people who had high hopes of me. I don't usually run on the expectations of people but I will need to prove my worth (or at least, there's a pressure to do so).

Sent Suan, Sharon, Kai Xin and Alvin off to their KL holiday today. Felt so sad cuz I wanted to go but becuz of SIP, couldn't. SIP is really forcing me to make a lot of sacrifices, not just such holidays but also time with friends and my social circle. Hated it even more today after waving bye to the peeps. 3 and a half more months to go before its over. must be strong.