i'm living each day as it counts, just as our fantabulous MM said in the newspaper today.

2 and a half weeks into the SIP programme and I'm feeling jaded already how? I mean, everyday is the same routine and everything is so.... dead. I cant even strike a good conversation with anyone cuz we're all on different frequencies and again, I'm back to being alone again.

I think my work is meaningless, I mean, I spend so much time, so much sweat and all I am doing is growing some blasted microscopic organisms to grow big fugly fishes that end up on our dinner plate eventually. What's the point man? Today spent the whole day replacing the air tubes in all 7 two-tonne tanks. Totalled to be 100+m of tubing, all because I need to keep it sterile.

Come on la, diploma holding technicians and degree holding senior officers, even a kid would know that there's no point sterilising all these equipment when the air in he environment already contain so much bacteria and other contaminating organisms. Its not like we're working in a freaking clean room or smth so how do you expect not to have a contamination?

And I hate waiting for people to plan my life. Everyday its just waiting for daniel to tell me what to do, to breathe down my neck and giving me that sarcastic grin. Which reminds me of marian saying that she got effed-up today in the office. I remb my second day of work and daniel ask me to find him at 10.30am. So ok, I waited in the office until 10.25am and go find him. Found him and he was like "What was the instruction?" So i said to find him at 10.30am and he STERNLY said that he would not tolerate lateness. I was like wth lor. And best thing is that whenever i said i go find him, he'll rub it off saying he'll find me instead. And guess what? He can just go off or forget and leave me waiting and waiting without even sending someone to tell me. Thanks man. And trust me, this is just one of the many effed-up attitude I've kena as an intern.

phew... felt good throwing all of that out. anyways, prob the only good thing i've heard today was that i'm nominated to go for some youth forum and prime minister dialogue. i was so glad to receive a call from school again, at least gives me a glimpse of reality before i return to Neverland. oh well, october's totally burnt out already...

so tired, tml gonna face sarcasm and that all so irritating winnie the pooh face.