Got a request to shoot a concert yesterday.
Turned out the performers were like super overweight wearing tight spendex and army jackets. Totally couldn't get a nice shot at all, my worst series ever in my life.


Anyway, got new shoes today during retail therapy.
Not bad yes? couldn't decide between the black one or this but yea got this cream one instead. cream is the new black anyway.


did smth unbelievable today. ran away from home.
I just couldn't take it anymore that I'm facing some probs and nobody is giving me sound advice. All I got was how to shrug the prob aside and forget about it.

So this morning I just took my stuff and left without telling anyone. Went to E!Hub to catch a movie cuz this was smth I had wanted to do for a long time. Yea, watched it alone again. This time, I was the only one in my row of seats. Prob when my mum found out, it was already afternoon and I deliberately missed all the calls from home and my parents' hp. I was really really frustrated.

So went to Queenstown cuz it was at the other end of the country. needed to go somewhere far from the east. Sat alone waiting for my dumpling order to come. Was feeling really really down and lonely when this family came over and asked to share the table. So it was kinda awkward as there's only 1 me and this big family with a grandma, dad, mum and 2 kids. Though I didn't talk much to them, I felt as if we were a family (weird, I know). Never knew how it felt to have siblings till now. Think it was a godsend cuz I've been alone all day today. Remb that I read from an article in my teachings folder on my harddisk "When He saw Adam was alone, He gave him a wife and companion. When He saw the world in need, He gave us Jesus."

Decided to return home late after a day of retail therapy. Serious. Spent on anything and everything without even thinking. Got a brief nag about what I did today. They still don't get it.

shit.