Haha (ok I though it'll be good to begin with something happy)

Right, now for the real deal. I just cannot stand uncertainty in life.
The weekends, wasted a lot of time waiting for something to happen, waiting for people to ask me stuff, waiting for people to ask me FOR stuff, waiting for a reason to go out without having to wait for all the others stated above.

Seems a little screwed up right?
I remb when I was in Sec 4, everyday burning my energy preparing for the Os, and jenson sent me this song by Stacie Orrico called "more to life". At that time, I really connected with the lyrics, especially the chorus which went "there's gotta be more to life, than chasing out every temporary high to satisfy me"

But now?
I'd figured if I didn't go chasing, nothing will come to me. Maybe its a test that the big man up there wants to put me through cuz I don't see anil-xavier-yanhao or the rest of the gang worrying about all this. They were fortunate that I was the one who always called them to study.

Ok, enough of ranting about being alone. Maybe it was meant to be anyways.

Was looking through my favourited videos on youtube and this particular one meant something more to me, a past memory that I might not be able to forget... yet